282

  • I have endeavoured to bestow upon them adequate expressions

    Even at this remove from the trial Victor unthinkingly puts his own claims to the
    fore, reminding us of his skill as a story-teller at the expense of Justine's claims
    as a victim of injustice. We cannnot forget that her very lack of eloquence has contributed
    to her victimization.

  • 281

  • I gnashed my teeth

    We have already witnessed this physical manifestation of deep psychological conflict
    in the cabin of Walton's ship, when Victor is first recovering from exposure to the
    arctic elements (I:L4:10). A grieving Victor gnashes his teeth at the mere thought
    of the Creature in II:1:6. When we next observe the phenomenon, it will be the Creature
    who gnashes his teeth in response to the frustration of all his hopes (III:3:13 and
    note). The prototype for this act is the Satan of Paradise Lost: compare VI.340.

  • 280

  • I felt my flesh tingle with excess of sensitiveness, and my pulse beat rapidly

    Some critics have seen in these symptoms the transference to Victor of a mother's
    postpartum physical reactions.

  • 279

  • I fear, my friend

    Victor's interruption of his story reminds us of its fictive nature and reintroduces
    the problem of belief that will in numerous ways dominate the final pages of this
    first volume. It also quietly prepares us for a major shift in the plot. In terms
    of the novel's characterization, however, it might be read as Victor's way of reasserting
    an urbane control over a narration (as well as a narrator) evidencing signs of dangerous
    instability.

  • 278

  • I did not speak

    This reticence about the Creature will come to have a self-perpetuating momentum that
    will cause widespread harm. In the case of Clerval, it would have been as easy for
    Victor to narrate his story as, later, it is with Walton. His holding-back is obviously
    an important plot device, but within the fiction itself it appears to reveal a deep,
    if unarticulated, sense of guilt on his part.

  • 277

  • I could people the hours with creations

    If Mary Shelley's account of her childhood writing suggests affinities with her characterization
    of Clerval, the depiction of the Scottish idyll of her adolescence similarly encompasses
    her portrait of the young Elizabeth Lavenza, particularly her fondness for the "aërial
    creations of the poets" (see both 1818 (I:1:10) and 1831 (I:2:1) texts, and note).

  • 276

  • I confessed, that I might obtain absolution

    Justine has confessed in order to procure last rites and entry into heaven after death.
    Yet, as a false confession cannot truly absolve a sinner, either Mary Shelley's protestant
    prejudice is showing, revealing a bias against or actual ignorance of Roman Catholic
    theology, or, more probably, she is quietly deepening her social critique to implicate
    the immorality of those who, entrusted with the spiritual lives of humanity, sell
    them out to the advantage of their own authority or of state power. It is also possible
    that she emphasizes the Catholicism of the Moritz household to mark a subtle prejudice
    against Justine in the minds of the Frankensteins, who seem to reflect the austere
    moralistic Protestantism for which Geneva was noted.

  • 275

  • I began

    There are 29 first-person singular pronouns in this paragraph; similarly, there are
    another 29 first-person pronouns (26 singular) in I:3:3, as well as 25 in I:3:6 (where
    Victor dissolves his egocentrism in pontificatory admonishment of Walton's ambition),
    and a full 40 such pronouns in I:3:9. Mary Shelley thus dexterously underscores Victor's
    total self-involvement in his scientific pursuit.

  • 274

  • I ardently desired

    The desire encapsulated in this phrase will be borne out linguistically when Victor
    begins his course of instruction in the next chapter. At that point various cognates
    of "ardor" will echo through the text (I:3:1) and note, also I:3:6). At this early
    point, however, it is sufficient for the reader to recognize that the very language
    Victor uses echoes Walton's in his review of the course of his self-education (I:L1:2).

  • 273

  • I am at length free

    The double entendre falls heavily, since from this point on until the end of his life
    Victor will be tied to his Creature with unbreakable bonds