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  • nearly a year had elapsed

    This would suggest that the date is in early August, since it was "in the latter end
    of August that [Victor] departed" (III:1:15) from Geneva.

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  • Nature This is the only point in the 1818 edition where Nature is capitalized to give it
    a quasi-transcendental significance. By the 1831 edition this practice is extended
    (see I:2:10 or II:10:1 in that text).
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  • my wretchedness Once again, the Creature reverses Victor's assignment of "wretchedness," affirming
    that it is the state he is forced to inhabit, not the condition he wishes to perpetrate
    on human society.
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  • my wanderings Another important theme of the novel and of the age here resonates in Victor's seemingly
    innocuous phrase. As the Ancient Mariner of Coleridge has been invoked on several
    occasions in the novel, the reader may here wish to see Victor, in his passive surrender
    to his obsession, as willingly assuming that character's fate. But the idea goes considerably
    beyond Coleridge's prototype. The notion of the Wandering Jew, cursed to be an eternal
    vagabond for having taunted Christ on his way to the cross, stands behind both Coleridge's
    and Mary Shelley's conceptions; and, indeed, that myth may be being evoked here on
    a particularly subtle level, as Victor's turning his back on his own will to live
    assumes a psychological counterpart to that taunting of the figure of redemption.
    The poet figure of Percy Shelley's "Alastor" (1815), who wanders over some of the
    same terrain as Victor in search of his visionary love, suggests yet another context.
    Behind that figure is probably another conceptual avatar, the peddler in Wordsworth's
    Excursion (1814) who is explicitly named the Wanderer, and who in that poet's conception
    is able through his internal poise and just relationship with his natural environment
    to maintain his balance amid the turbulence of life. Neither of the Shelleys had much
    respect for that poem, but, needless to say, Victor's balance in contrast to that
    of Wordsworth's peddler is seriously awry.
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  • my vow was heard, and that I was reserved for vengeance The supposition with which this graveyard scene commenced has now hardened into conviction.
    But surely Mary Shelley emphasizes her irony here, that the sign that Victor's vow
    has been heard is not some apparition from the dead he would avenge but rather the
    laugh of the Creature. It is, then, specifically the Creature who reserves Victor's
    remaining months for vengeance.
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  • my misfortunes, and their cause No reader can miss the tone here, as Elizabeth's murder is abstracted into merely
    another item in Victor's pitiful history of sorrows.
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  • My letter was calm and affectionate A less calming letter could scarcely have been written to a fiancée who had not heard
    from her lover for the better part of two years. Perhaps, Mary Shelley writes with
    her tongue in her cheek, wishing to stress the strange air of unreality that has become
    habitual by now with Victor. His idea of "perfect confidence," after all, is to let
    on that he has a "dreadful" secret and then to require that Elizabeth not ask him
    a word about it. The irony is lost on him, though one assumes not on the reader. Unfortunately
    for Elizabeth, she, indeed, never questions him about his odd revelation.
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  • my imagination . . . sting me As on several earlier occasions in the novel (see I:3:11, I:4:18, I:6:24) the Romantic
    imagination is here connected with inner torment rather than transcendence. Instead
    of regenerating the psychic economy, the imagination preys across its isolated and
    wholly enclosed spaces.
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  • they all died by my hands This is a further instance in which Victor's new level of candor is striking in its
    unblinking justice. Although it is easy to dismiss this language as characteristically
    hyperbolic and histrionic, to do so without maintaining a regard for the intensification
    of his self-understanding would be unjust. The sense of connectedness he now acknowledges
    with his Creature will become the distinguishing feature of the last movement of the
    novel.
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  • it was to be my grave. As earlier in the chapter (III:3:19), Victor's egotism is a barrier to his recognizing
    where the actual threats to his well-being are lodged.