[Inscription in DW’s hand on front cover]
Rydal Mount
D Wordsworth – Octobr 6th 1824
This book stitched by Miss
Diana Dixon.
[October 1824]
Saturday October 4th1834
a charming day – Wm & M[ary] arrive at night;
but before them comes Prof. Sedgewick
– The wedding day & if D[ora] recollected it she did not tell me, & we let it pass unnoticed
– – I have again had the resolution not to go out, beautiful as the weather was; yet so beautiful at home I could not but be pleased with walking from room to room & feeling & seeing the lovely sunshine – all well at Workington – The Grandson a noble Boy –
Sunday 5th
a very bright morning & a pleasant day – till afternoon when rain came on, I had not ventured out – Read in Bible & a Sermon of Horsleys on prophesy, & the foundation of the Xtian faith
– also Herauts (to my) unintelligible Oration on the death of poor Coleridge
– Saw P[rof.] Sedgewick a chearful creature whom it does one good to look upon – went to bed tired & slept deeply till near nine – & had very little pain –
Monday 6th Octr.
A very fine morning, & Wm & M gone to dine with Mrs Fletcher.
They took D[ora] to Ambleside & left her with Mrs Hoare.
Diana Dixon
has been with me nearly 2 hours – a good-natured obliging Girl whom I always like to see – She took home 2 Ruggs to fringe for me.
Showers in afternoon – Wm M & D. arrive when I was asleep – prayers up stairs
Tuesday 7th
Very rainy – a bad prospect for Penrith Races
– Willy goes today to Hallsteads†
– Mr Godwin calls to take leave – I have been writing two letters for Wm – (to Mr Twining
& Mr Moxon
) – Last night received Adam Clarke’s Life from S. H. – the beginning very interesting – I read above 70 pages before closing the Book
– no further accounts from York[.]
Could not have the family to prayers.
Wednesday 8th Octr.
Again very rainy – after a painful & disturbed night pretty well this morning. Poor Willy, & the Penrith races! This rain must make & keep all persons & things dull – Still much interested with A[dam] C[larke] but could hardly read last night – a great mortification for all the morning busy – Wm called at Sir T Paisley’s water closet
—
Thursday 9th
Rain & wind as before yet worse. Mrs Hoare
has not been able to come all this week – but W. has called 2 or 3 times, & Mary twice.
Friday 10th October
Very fine morning [–] all the party from Inn & Miss Bland
call except L Ll.
A shower about one but clears away & not much more rain, but bright gleams – & very clear moonlight in Evening – First view I have had of moon and alas! it is half-size
– I was weak & poorly on rising – appeared below in new yellow shawl & D. exclaimed “how dreadfully it makes you look![”] – much better in Evening after sleep – indeed unusually well and lightsome
Saturday 11th
Very fine morning, & though in pain at 9 was soon well again, & rose at 10. Read of Sir Joseph Gilpin’s death at the age of 90. Much admired & respected & beloved at Carlisle.
The Party preparing for Car to Ambleside – I dare not face the frosty, though clear air, with warm sunshine. The Twiss’s farewell visit in Evening
– Lovely moonlight.
Sunday 12th Octr.
Damp & cold – small rain – The Hoares at Church but did not come up – comfortable afternoon, tho’ much fatigued at bed-time (5 o’clock[)] – Prayers – & a beautiful Lecture from St Luke – on the duties & offices of the Apostles & Disciples of Xt.
Read a sermon of Horsley – again on prophesy (St Peter)
– No company all day –
Monday 12th [13th]
Cold clear air – – It has suited me, with great Cure – could not have prayers
Tuesday 13th [14th]
After heavy rain in night an uncertain day – yet Mrs Hoare came on foot, with a bad cold – & Wm & M are gone to Calgarth
– Saw Dr & Mrs Jackson
on the road – a sad account of our dear good Friend Elizth Wardell.
– I had very Easy evening – both worked & read after sleep – still much interested with Dr A. Clarke
yet there is much matter of a kind uninteresting to the General Reader – i e “Records Bible Societies[”] &c &c . . .
Wednesday 14 [15th]
Uncertain weather — sunny gleams & heavy showers — I think Mrs Hoare will not venture to Keswick, as fixed. Many letters from S H — not very cheering (last night)
[–] This morning brings a very amiable & pleasant letter from William
– quite well today (for me) [–] Fine moonlight
Thursday 15th [16th]
Charming Morning – Mr Crumpe’s Sale
& the Jacksons dine here; but I was too unwell to see them till too late (when Mrs J. was going) – no prayers with the family –
Friday 16th [17th] Mr Carr calls & every one is out – Wm at Hawkshead with J. C.
D[ora] at Ambleside – Mary at Sale – & dines with Miss Dixon
– Rainy evening comes on with high wind & hail-showers – dimming Moon now & then – well this evening after fits of pain &c &c [–] spasms [–] Great storm in night.
Saturday 17th [18th]
Fine morning – frosty air [–] Hannah Cookson putting leeches on Dora’s Back
– God grant a perfect cure! So little we know what is for the best, I now see cause to rejoice that she did not leave home, as we entreated her to do.
This morning, I read of 3 persons in one house having died of Cholera in Furness in the course of not many hours – all the furniture burnt except a clock.
Sunday 18th [19th] Octobr – Damp & comfortless Gloom – Poor D very sickly – Great packets of letters – news a little better from York
Monday 19th [20th]
I had not an easy day & poor D. very languid. Mrs & Miss Hoare came up to see me – On Sunday (i e yesterday[)] news of the burning of Houses of Parliament reached us,
thro’ Mr Hamilton whom Mary saw at Church – Could not have the Reading up stairs [–] Dreadful storm in the night [–] Ash tree torn & mangled
Tuesday 20th [21st]
A sad painful morning & not up all day – Mr Carr in the Evening – Dora a little better
Wednesday 21st [22nd] a fair morning – Did not see Mr Carr when he visited Dora – after sitting up 2 hours forced to Bed again – Busy with Collingwood
& the Book of Genesis – B[ottle] at supper
Thursday 22nd [23rd]
Not up all day – weak & weary – wind & storm but little Rain
Friday 23rd [24th]
very blustery [–] fine Ash sadly mangled – Dora rather better – I improve; but still in bed – Calls from Mrs & Miss H[oare] & Mrs Harrison – 5 o clock tired with Book & work – much sleep – Marys letter from Mrs Marshall
Saturday 25th
very bright with brisk wind & frosty air, which suits not me. S[ara] H[utchinson] & Cuthbert Southey
have a fine day to go to Workington. Better news of Mrs S[outhey] – prayers up stairs again.
Sunday 26th Very fine & bright, but too cold for me – Plan from Miss Rickman of Palace Yard &c, & the fire
[–] The Bell tol[le]d for poor Mrs Irving this morning – a happy release from long painful sickness
– Dora better, but far, very far from well – I hope the last week’s storm is over, but the air too cold for me – With a large fire, Thermomr at 60
Monday 27 a Fine cold day – I sate up 3 hours; but am very weak in [Limbs?] & body – Wm & M at Storrs
– home with beautiful flowers
Tuesday 28 – Wind high – & always so – frequent shipwrecks
– I do not regain my strength & Inside painful – Anne comes home
–
Wednesday 29th – Still blustery – Wm at Funeral with Mr Carr
– I do not get as well as before last Tuesday week.
Thursday [30 Oct.] – Just the same – blustery weather & Self weakly – Volumes of letters to read! (15 in number) [–] Better news of Mrs Southey – I hope Dora is doing well under the painful & weakening process of blisters &c
–
Friday [31 Oct.] – very windy – Diana Dixon,
who came to see us blown on by the north wind – I rose at one – now (at 4) have dined & grow tired
[November 1834]
Saturday [1 Nov.] – a Fine day, till evening – but cold – I feel the cold sadly –
Sunday [2 Nov.] – Dull & wet – still poorly but not much.
Monday, 3rd November – Dull morning, but little wind & W W sets off to Lowther in Sir T[homas] P[asley]’'s carriage
– Heavy rain comes on, & alas! strong wind; but from the South – Mr Carr calls – pronounces Dora better & promises himself to treat her with Leeches & another blister in a few days –
Tuesday Novr 4th – very blustery & wet (South wind) – Busy & worn out finishing Mrs Hook’s
Rug – to be sent off tomorrow – Jane
forced to finish my work at night – – The Dixons
prevented by rain, from dining with us – Owen Lloyd came – Mr Robinson in afternoon
Wednesday 5th
very stormy night – & this morning a flood – – I hear Mr Carr below – Good news from Lowther of W’s journey &c [–] Lord L[onsdale] much pleased with the verses to his Lady
– very windy – very wet.
Thursday 6
a fine bright day & bright moon – The Dixons, Mrs Cookson & Misses Parry
to dinner – Sadly tired [–] to bed soon after 4
Friday 7th
After a dreadful stormy rainy night – morning as bad[.] Letters from Wm & S[ara] H[utchinson] – no bad news – yet his eyes delicate – Joanna arrives from Penrith
Saturday 8th A fine day but blustery –
Sunday 9 The same new clergyman as last Sunday. He is they say to marry Miss Briggs & now stays at A[mbleside] – Mr F[leming] not able to serve last Sunday, yet better & one of the Hearers today
Monday 10th
Clear day – I feel the cold & am not well. Joanna & M[ary] at Ambleside &c
Tuesday 11th Very fine – Wm arrives from Hallsteads
– All well & Ellen safe & happy at Brighton
– Joanna & M walked but I know not where – a long visit from Mrs Godwin – Lady Pasley called & sate some time – brought 3 flowers
Wednesday 12th
Began a Rugg for Mrs Elliott – Jane Pasley dines here [–] Mr Carr expected for D’s back. Between 12 and one – The Death-bell tells me that poor Mrs Fleming’s sufferings (of Spring Cottage) are finished
– Mrs Godwin did not expect her to live till Tuesday morning – Her sufferings from Cough & weakness very great – The cold air touches me – a painful evening – & no meeting at Prayers
Thursday 13th
Very cold & clear – I am quite fearful of the air – Mr Carr is putting Leeches on D. – Just risen at 12 o’clock – Wm comes to put up C. Marshall’s lithographs – alas! in vain – he mistimes his visits every day
– I read very slowly – Have not finished Collingwood
– Going to write to Mrs Ellwood with the worsteds,
to be sent per next Carrier – James
gone with Sir Edwd
to winter quarters
Friday [14 Nov.] I believe cold & clear but now (Tuesday) have forgotten
Saturday [15 Nov.] Rain & stormy. Inside not well
Sunday 16th Novr – Charming day – Mr Fleming dined here and afterwards went with our Folks to poor Mrs Flemings funeral
–
Monday 17th– Rain in the morning – I was very poorly – This cold! this cold alas! alas! Mr Carr charmed with Dora’s improvement
Tuesday 18th
a superlative day [–] Wm & M gone with the Paisleys to Bowness – Joanna has been at Ambleside [–] I am better
Wednesday Novr 19 Cold & clear. Rain in the Evening – Mrs Harrison & Mrs Ireland
call – – Tired myself with writing to Mr Ferguson.
Thursday 20th
Very cold – It affects my inside – Sky dull & dark – Letters from Mr Grave,
Mr Robinson
& Mr Courtenay
– From [Jn W of Lth?] yesterday –
Friday 21st – I do not recollect
Saturday 22nd Novr
Sarah H arrives
– The day very fine – all pretty well at Keswick, & news from York rather better; but alas! I cannot help fearing that the poor sufferer
will never be restored to much permanent comfort – nor her family to chearful confidence that all is well – Poorly in the Evening, but afterwards enjoyed S[ara]’s company – Dora more at ease – came up to prayers
Sunday 23rd a lovely day – dear William even proposed bearing me in his arms to the Terrace to view his last improvement
– Rather well & prayers up stairs –
Monday 24th
[Hazy?] but bright & cold hoar frost – I am reading Adam Clarke the third volume with [undecaying?] interest.
Diana up to prayers – pretty well this evening though I had a woful night –
Tuesday 25th Novr. B[ottle] Dinner
Dull & cloudy – Poor D in bed with a blister put on this morning. Miss Watsons
have called
Wednesday 26th – Showery – I am disordered within
Thursday 27th
This day very short – chiefly employed in sewing – Adam Clarke
Friday 28th
Murray sends Qly Review
[–] Joanna helps me all the morning mending Chair covers &c – I was uneasy & weakly – Letters & presents from Hampstead – John returned from Italy – Charles’s Love is desperate
– Poorly all the Evening, but much worse in the night. Heavy Rain & Boisterous wind – alas! the poor Sailors & their Ships
[–] Present to D & letter from [Sarah Courtenay?]
Saturday 29th Nor
Dark – dark & wet & windy [–] Smoke below stairs – Clear in my Room – Feeble with exertion but pain relieved, though still it troubles me – Newspapers filled with discussions on the dismissed Ministry & conjectures about the new
Sunday 30th Novr
Fine clear but cold day [–] Joanna visits Mrs Godwin who is ill – Mr G[odwin] ill in London – Dora better – All the Cooksons called – Poor William very ill & sick – In bed most of day – Better before night – I was very much pained in the evening
[December 1834]
Monday Decr 1st – I am weak & in pain – Rose not till past 2 o’clock – Mrs Cookson here – Wm well, but weak [–] Dora tells me her Shoulder hurts less today than ever since she began
Tuesday 2nd Decr
a lovely morning – Joanna gone to Ambleside. The warm fire, though air is frosty raised thermomr to 66 – Mr Carr has been here, anxious about Dora’s bowels – will send me powder for mine are sadly uneasy though I had a tolerable night [–] Rose but once
Wednesday [3 Dec.] – a tolerable day. Mr Pearson sends a beautiful white cat – My tears fall for Robin who had just treated me with his best song – & perched on my Sill while I scattered for it its food
[–] Still disordered with constant uneasy pain – Mr Carr trying new medicine – Dora continues better –
Thursday [4 Dec.] – Dull & wet – & I weakly – Lady Paisley to tea [–] I could not see her –
Friday [5 Dec.] – – Lady P[asley] & Jane
called – very weakly all day – Owen
to dinner – Saw him a short while – Prayers up stairs
Saturday 6th Decr
Dull cloudy & dark as most of the week – Poor Mrs Godwin continues ill. Mr G[odwin] returned & resolves to leave this country
Wednesday [24 Dec.] – Christmas Eve
I take the pen for the first time, having been confined to my Bed entirely since Monday 7th Decr
– at the end of a week a Diarrhea was stopped, & my appetite began slowly to return but for many days my pain was as great as ever, & constant. Saturday [20 Dec.] I began to suffer less & have gone on improving – pains less violent & less frequent & strength returning, though Body weakness will not let me stand on my legs, & I yet fear I must lie some time – Inside aches constantly but it is bearable. Now & then comes what I call a “piping agony.”
I hope dearest Dora is doing well but she has no appetite, & often, very often, severe sufferings from the stomach – The weather has been generally mild & delightful – Often dazzling in brightness – Shortest day
light & long & a lovely Sunrise. D[itt]o yesterday – and now the like (Xmas Eve), bright as summer, & lovely peeping of the Sun first at the edge of the Hill.
A letter from Bertha with better news of her poor Mother
[–] D[itt]o from L[or]d Lowther wishing Wm to meet him at Lowther. He seems heartless at the prospects of the Conservatives – “overpersuaded to take office”
–
On Saturday (20th) the Arnolds arrived & called in evening –
Monday [Tuesday, 23 Dec.?] (i e yesterday)
I saw Mrs Elliott & Mrs Arnold – & on Friday or Saturday Mrs Cookson who is now gone with H[annah]
to Liverpool. – We expect our dear Willy today –
Sunday Decr 27th [28th]
Dear William arrived on New years eve
– quite well, but as usual had a cold next day [–] The pleasure of seeing him & talking with him produced a bad night with threatenings of a return; & on Xmas day
I was languid though pains less violent & less frequent – and now this day i.e. Sunday Decr 27th [28th] I am much better, & now write on my chair after ¾ of an hour’s sitting up – Dora has paid me a cheerful visit – She looks & is considerably better, though eating very little – Her flesh seems to be returning – Back still very painful when standing for a short time – Jane Pasley dines with her, a sign of stronger feelings – This morning brought the best account we have yet had of poor Mrs Southey – – a summons from L[or]d Lowther – Wm will be at L[owther] on Wednesday
– William has long been threatened by a Bowel complaint & last week was really very much disordered – Four Doses of my medicine on Friday seem to have cured him – for the present at least – yet I cannot help anxiety when he goes to Lowther
On Tuesday Evening Decr 30th Wm came to me rejoiced to hear thickly pattering rain after so long a pause – I could not but feel a touch of sympathy with him in remembrance of many a moist tramp; but sh[oul]d have been better pleased with bright moon & stars, & our late splendid evenings & mornings – Wind very high at night – D could not rest for it against her window –
[January 1835]
– New-years-day – as delight as ever – Twice as long as yesterday – Lovely sun-rise & Set. – I much better – no sharp pains, or languid misery, till after dinner – never surely in the 63 years that I have lived can there have been such brilliant New-years & Christmas days – Such Xmas days (two or 3) I recollect – One especially when we sate on the side of Nab Hill
to sun & rest ourselves, coming from Grasmere Church – – I packed J[ane] Arnold’s rug & sent it – Col. Lowther
between 7 & 8 to Tea –
Friday Jany 2nd 1835 –
Another year begun! and what a brilliant sun-rise – Oh! that men’s hearts could be softened! – then elevated by the goodness & beauty of all that is done for & spread before us! – Willy is gone out with Sir M[into] F[arquhar]. Dora’s last blister most efficacious
– Looks infinitely improved & Mr Carr tells me his dear Wife is much better
Friday Jany 9th
Still in bed but thankful was I this morning to hear the rain pattering – fresh snow on Hills but air much warmer – a visit from Mr Carr & a Cap from Lady R Paisley
& a 4th Snipe from Sir Minto
– Willy left us for Lowther yesterday
– Wm (the Father) writes in good spirits but it is 3 days since – no contest! This is excellent news
– – Mr Fleming of R[ayrigg] takes ill at Bootle & all his Children sent for.
How recent the deaths of poor Coleridge & Chas Lamb!
& should Mr F[leming] go Wm will have to mourn over one who was his dearest Friend in Youth!! – Dora [ ] [strong?] – Mary Fisher here yesterday. I was sick & very poorly after Tea – Better today
Thursday Jany 22nd, 1835
On Thursday the 22nd I write after a pause from the 9th – I cannot recal particulars but many events have happened – The Elections
& the Death of poor Mr Fleming among the most prominent– – Wm is recovered – I wish I could say so of Dora; but she is better certainly – The weather has been very trying – Frost, snow[,] Hail – wind – Monday night was dreadful, & Miss E Dowling expected to be crossing the Sea from Dublin
– My weak body has yielded to all changes, & some times suffered severely, but though Frost Continues I am today pretty well – but had two bad afternoons – yesterday & Tuesday. Jane Arnold & Tom here today [–] I have seen many of my Friends – Mrs Cookson yesterday after a bad Cold – Hannah C[ookson] much benefitted by her journey to Liverpool
[–] M. W. has had one of her worst colds, yet, as usual, recovered speedily – James
has the rheumatism. The frosty air has taken up all characters & hues – Dazzling sunshine, dark haze, & a blackness over all that was not white.
Friday Jany 23 rd
A mild thaw & the Sick may be thankful – (10 o’clock) I have been suffering much tho’ with little pain after a better night than usual. Only once out of Bed – My daily recurring fits of uneasiness very oppressive; but shorter-lived & much less severe than latterly –
Willy arrived yester evening from the Election – very gay for the good Cause triumphs – Stanley & Irton
[–] Wm walked from Keswick without fatigue though to Wytheburne
roads very slippery – & afterwards rough & uneasy with snow – a pleasing proof of present strength – God grant it may last! – Last evening I overheard him very lively telling over election feats & stories – Could not see him for 2 hours; & then not strong.
[February 1835]
Tuesday 3rd Feby – So long have I been idle – & now I seem to have little or nothing to record[.] The weather in general unusually mild – Sometimes oppressive with chillness & dark; but very often as bright as in May. The Birds sing in concert –& here I will record that not a day of last year, or of the beginning of this, has passed without the song of Birds – one or more – except perhaps in the few days of keen frost at the beginning of last month & in the time of Elections – & even then my own companion Robin cheared my bed-room with its slender subdued piping.
Nothing remarkable has occurred – I do not gather strength – Of late have been well & ill
4th Feby
Again an April or May day – Joanna & Eliz
walked to Ambleside, & she has been reading to me this Evening instead of morning – Began Lady P[asley]’s rug on Monday – I get slowly on both with work & Books – can do little at night – The Arnolds gone today
– Miss Penroses
called yesterday – I could not see them – Lent me an interesting letter from good old Mrs Empson.
Fletcher Fleming gone to Mrs Taylor’s funeral & our John expected here to do Sunday’s duty while he attends his Sisters to Church
– Wm & M[ary] wishing to go to Keswick, but a letter from Mr Courtenay keeps him at home, anxious respecting Money with Bankers
– Have seen various people during last week, but Mrs Godwyn remains almost a prisoner [–] News from Keswick & York not good
– Dora certainly gains ground – 3 of the inflamed parts now well – two are yet untouched by remedies applied above – – My pains much diminished; but I do not gain strength
5th Febry Friday – a very wet night & a day the opposite of yesterday – wind & Rain with two or three startling flashes of sunshine – then again the black cloud. Mrs Cookson expected but cannot come – Interesting letters from Sr R Peel, Ld Lonsdale, & Mr Thornton, calculated to set Wm’s anxieties at rest.
Friday at Supper time began fresh Bottle
Saturday 6th Febry
a tolerable day, but coldish – & I have had a bad night which, with cold, brought on hoarseness &c
Sunday 7th Fine morning – but wind & cold came on – Weak & kept close in bed.
Monday 8th a bright lovely morning; but very sharp – so that Wm is afraid to go to Keswick – This is very unlucky for S[outhey] is going to York this week – I have turned to the 1st page of this Book & find these words “The Grandson a noble Boy!”
– and now he is reduced to a skeleton, though supposed to be recovering – I have many fears – Dora mends very slowly – Letter from Mr Jones,
& from Willy in great spirits – My hoarseness &c passing away. The air improves – & much I wish that Wm had felt himself able to go to Keswick. Cayenne Beef
made me so sick [–] bilious, heart burn
Tuesday [9 Feb.] Still cold & changeable. Wm afraid to go to K[eswick]. The Sun often shines [–] Dora’s leeches on – Sick & weak & cannot eat – I weakly but seldom in much pain, tho’ once very bad [–] Mrs Cookson poorly[.] All at Ambleside – Elizth
at Mrs Godwin’s – Tableaux sports [–] I had a visit from Mr F[letcher]’s bust of Mr Hamilton – here past 12
Wednesday [10 Feb.]
Very dull[,] dark & cold – a visit from poor Dora at past 4 o’clock to light a candle – Sir Minto bade me Farewell – The latter part of the day pleasant & chearful – My limbs unusually weak – With difficulty I went to window & back.
Thursday [11 Feb.] –
I am able to read but little, therefore Eliz[abe]th’s readings are a great comfort to me – The Harrisons called
Tuesday 17th Febry This day Wm & Mary W left us in car to go to London.
The morning beautiful [–] warm as in May – Both in good spirits till W’s last parting came, when I was overcome
– My Spirits much depressed since Saturday by Kitchen disturbances – Wages &c. – More than I have done I cannot do; therefore shall only state my sorrow that our Friendship is so little prized & that they can so easily part from the helpless invalids – but that still, if disposed to repent, I would endeavour to make all right again.
Good news from Sir Minto of Mrs Luff
– Joanna has had good news from the Isle of M[an] – Morrison’s pills have cured Henry for the present & Joanna consents to stay with us.
Southey & Cuthbert going southward tomorrow
Wednesday 18th
Southey passed through Rydal this morning[.] Fine morning – but rain comes on in Evening – Mrs Cookson at Tea – & with me – Mary Fisher & flowers – my mind much relieved & the whole house pleased that I have again settled with A[nn] & J[ane] = No change! & this a comfort
– We hope Wm & M are safe at their Inn close to London at 11 o’clock this night – dark & wet.
Thursday 19 Snow & Sunshine & cold [–] Eliz. gone to school for the first time
[–] Hopeful letter from Willy [–] Now, at 4 very dark & cold – My nights are much better – the trouble of hunger gone – but cough still bad & phlegm choking –
Friday 20th
Had a painful time last night – starved to marble – Eliz. kept all night by snow-storm
– – Better today than I expected – indeed the air is warmer – showery
Saturday 21st
a better night – Jane Garside
sate an hour [–] Much company below – Mr R[obinson] 3 hours – Children in kitchen
– No letter from Wm & M [–] To me a great disappointment
Sunday 22nd
Rain & blackness [–] letter from Travellers with good News – all well. The change of Speaker a sad damper on the day of their arrival
Monday 23rd
a Cold day – I felt it inwardly – again good news – but W & M. too full of bustle – careless of strength, & too careful of money – Mrs Cookson for some time
Tuesday 24th
A dreadful storm in the night – very weak this morning – 12 o’clock strikes & I have neither read nor worked – hardly thought – a sad letter from Mrs Hook – Her Son ill
[–] Letters from Willy – Newbiggin
[–] Hendingham
– Miss Honeyman
Wednesday 25th Snow fallen & air cold but Sun gets out [–] Eliz at school after dinner yesterday & this morning off again – brisk & eager – Mrs Hook’s letter came today – & today it is that my work begins at past 12. These winds will keep dear Joanna among us
– On Monday began a new Rugg for Lady P[asley] or Mrs Cookson
[March 1835]
Monday March 9th
Have not looked at my Book since Wed[nes]day (25th) & hardly know how the time has gone – not profitably alas! for my reading has been small – & how to lie easiest and quietest has been my chief care. The cold has affected my bowels – Today I am much better after an unusually good night – Wm & M[ary] write chearfully – lodgings quitted – now at Mrs Gee’s
– will go to Miss Fenwick’s today.
Continual changes.
Miss Wilson dead [–] has soon followed her Sister in Ireland whom she was to see.
Mr Papendick is dead.
Mr Sharpe very ill
[–] Bertha & Kate here since last Thursday. Better news from York & from Tarring this morning very good.
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Mrs Harrison just gone – Alas, tho’ well when she came I am tired – Godwin comes to see me (Tuesday at dinner B[ottle]
)
Friday March 13th
Since Monday idle & good-for-nothing – Sickness every day [–] yesterday eat no meat & stomach better, though unsettled & cannot bear solid food – Mr Carr [visit?] & new medicines – Good news today – all at ease – carriages at W[hiteh]all &c &c. Mr Rogers absent a week – Leaves use of Car[ria]ge & servants
– This day fine & very bright – Snow much melted – The whole of the week (till now) very bad – deep snow – wind – hail – cold – many trees blown down – Fir tree, & old elder above Mrs Jobson’s wall
– Better public news than expected
Saturday March 14th
Snow goes fast – Still poorly; but Mr Carr’s prescription very good – Yet today (the 4th time) my stomach has repelled my dinner – very rainy night.
Sunday 15th
Fine day. Squeamish but no Rejection of food – Elizth
read B[isho]p Middleton at night[.]
The greatest evil attending my present disordered state is that I can read or work little or none, but I have kind Friends to read when leisure allows. S H & B[ertha] & Kate binding Books most of the day all last week
–
Monday 16th March
This has been a bright fine day – yet not showerless – Mr Carr & Mr Robinson – very pleasant news from London public & private – I now hope we shall conquer the Radicals[.]
SH & Girls at Lady Farquahars to tea
Tuesday, March 17th
Grey dark & dull & I am weakly after a night with fits of sharp pain, & sound sleep. Three days ago I heard that good Mr & Mrs Elliott were stopped at Chester by Mr E’s illness – Their poor Sister dying & they on their way to attend her deathbed.
This morning another heavy shock Mr Grave
called from Bowness by tidings of his Brother’s dangerous illness. Owen Lloyd brought this sad news on Sunday night
Friday March 20th
Days and nights disturbed by sickness & pain – After two doses of medicine I hope the bile is overcome – yesterday my pains were very severe. Now I am in comparative ease but very weak Except in Legs – The left is much stronger – heat gone & circulation improved. Mr & Mrs Elliott returned – Mrs Annie E [better?].
Poor Mr E! he says his illness at Chester has taken 10 years from his life – Owen Lloyd below stairs. Joanna knitting in easy chair, & Elizth writing on window-seat [beside?] her. The weather is now mild & dry. Birds warble all day long – very busy when I awoke after my early sleep – to me a second day-light, the first I have had after 5 o’clock – I can neither read nor work, & two days has a letter to Mrs de Q.
lain halting at the 2nd sentence – I hope better things tomorrow[.] B[ottle] at dinner
Saturday 21st
Weather dry clear & chearing, but a sharp wind brushes away all greenness.
Monday, 30th March – Thus far & nothing very cheary to record only I hope poor Dora is essentially better tho’ at a slow pace – She gains some strength & is less averse from food, yet appetite very small. I have been better & worse. Often very sick. – Yesterday not much – sickness but no appetite & dislike to almost all food except Arrow Root Bread & Biscuit.
Today I have begun to knit, & can read a little. We lost Joanna & the Southeys on Wednesday
– a sad loss[.] Sara still busy with Book binding begun by them. Poor things! They send us better tidings of their dear Mother who is expected at K[eswick] on Wednesday night. Mrs Lovel going with J[oanna] to the Isle of Man.
Our Folks were to dine at Cambridge on Friday.
An affecting letter of advice from a young woman, cured of a spine complaint by a Woman at Milnthorp, who had received instruction from the blind Doctor who visited & tortured poor Miles Huddleston.
Letter from Mrs Arnold – The active zealous Doctor talks of a visit to Fox How at Easter – a week’s visit! – Better excused however than his last to vote for a Destructive Member. Happily not successful.
S. H. & Elizath at Grasmere Church – the whole parish in trouble at the threatened Loss of Mr Kingsley, & the Bishop cannot exclude Sir Richard unless a fresh appeal is made by the Parish.
Old James Fleming is on his death-bed,
& Tommy Black is dead. Two days before, I heard of his extreme feebleness from Mary Fisher. His Widow has now no encumbrance & doubtless will go on adding by hard labour to her little heap of Cash – her own purse – but perhaps a stop may soon be put to this, as she may find it easy enough to get a young Husband to spend for her
The weather has been dry all the week
Tuesday April 1st [31 Mar.]
Cold & dark & calm – no green yet – no budding trees[.] Biscuits arrived from Liverpool on Friday – Breads ordered today
– Languid & sickness[.] Letters from Miss Honeyman,
who cannot come till the end of April, & from S Crackanthorpe
& Willy, very desponding for the Tories
[–] Sickness all day –
[April 1835]
Wednesday 2nd April [1st] Dark[,] wet & a piping wind. Poor Southey ran up in streaming rain leaving his unhappy Wife & good Betty at the hill foot.
– Constantly sick all day – Job &c
[–] Very dark melancholy night – Whistling wind & black sky[.] The poor Isle of Manners
Thursday April 2nd
Damp, close & dark – sick all day. Begin B[ottle]
Friday 3rd – Still [awful?] & [ ] – Mr Carr calls – will give me more medicine
Thursday 9th April – Began B[ottle] at supper
– & Mr Newton.
Friday April 10th
another Friday & till now no pen used!! In truth I have been so often sick, &, when not sick so helpless that I have had no pleasure in doing any thing – & too often only one hand to spare for work [–] I have seen no Company till yesterday when Mrs Cookson came, & after a little while, a violent Belching came on with heat & water[.] All public affairs cheerless! This morning we hear that “Peel is out of office![”] Alas alas!
Poor old Anne Benson was buried last Saturday
– Her sufferings from a Cancer in the Mouth were very great –
Dora’s Back is much better; but stomach sadly weak – I have had little pain today – but weakness oppresses me
Saturday 11th April
Lovely morning, yet air frosty [–] This week however the weather has been very fine. I have not been sick today, except –––!
Tho’ I am always sick
Sunday April 9th [19th]
Another week & nothing set down. My Sickness has been better – almost gone – but very cold weather brought back burning pain & I was very poorly all day – Now better [–] Sara & Mrs Luff
at Tea at Lady F[arquhar]’s [–] Bessy came to see me – J[oh]n still poorly
– Old Mr Hudson dead
[–] The last but one of Mr [Rawson’s?] Coevals
[–] Weather warmer today – Frosty night over – Snow gone
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[November 1835]
Novr 4th 1815 [1835] –
I take up the pen once again. After a trying illness I have risen to dinner – without pain at present [–] Wm is at Workington
– John has been in Radnorshire
– Dora not unwell
[Draft revisions to “Lines to Dora H.”]
No damp thick walls enwrap it round
No iron hinges groan grating sound
To tell me of dismal doom
My eyes behold her leafy trees
No iron hinges warning sound
And now with gleams of timid hope
And that too oft is misty dark & blind
No iron Bars no
a cell of sorrow
A Cell of sorrow or of gloom.
And when my eyes are cast above
Mimicked by youthful lady’s hand
[List of Expenditures]
[Editor's Note: DW used the final page and the inside back cover of Notebook 15 to log expenses from late 1834 and early 1835. For clarity and readability, her ledger entries are regularized here. Prior to decimalization, 12 pence (d.) equaled a shilling (s.) and 20 shillings a pound (£).]
[Last page of notebook]
- Rugg-making Mrs Hoare(209)
- picture frames(210
- Barley-sugar(211)
- Children
- Peggy’s Daughters last Xmas(212)
- Brother’s Church(213)
- Anne Benson(214)
- Sacrament(215)
- Anne’s & J[ane]’s Gowns(216)
- Ribbands(217)
- Doll &c
- Making shifts(218)
- Sara H for Gloves –
- Worsteds -(219)
- Books Mary R(220)
- Poor Women
- Children
- Jane, Anne & J[ames](221)
- Sacrament
- Jane’s Father &c
- James, Anne, & Jane
- Mary Robinsons Books
- Benson Harrison D[itt]o(222)
[Inside back cover]
- Paid Miss C [ ]
- Lent MW 2s.6d. for E[dith] S[outhey]
- D[itt]o 7s.
- D[itt]o for Mrs Coleridge £8
- Mrs Sproat(223)
- Ribbands (Mrs Ellwood)(224)
- Bed quilt &c
- Poor Man Keswick
- Anne Benson(225)
- James Dawson(226)
- Children
- Large Parcel
- Children & Poor
- The Robinsons
- Irish Books &c(227)
- Febry 19th Snuff(228)
- Peggy Benson
- Mrs Hunt
- Peggy Benson(229)
- Fanny W.(230)
- Bedgowns &c Cloak
- Picture frame(231)
- Reading stand
- J Benson(232)
- Baskets (presents)
- Poor Woman’s Cloak
- Making Fringe(233)
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